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Photog Files

I went out to Blackhawk Springs for the first time this season. It’s been waaaay too long. I absolutely love the parks and reserves on Rockford’s south side. They’re beautiful and really give you the feeling of being untouched and set aside from mankind’s influence. Rock Cut State Park is nice, and very large, but between the Speedway car engines you can hear racing even in the deepest parts of the woods and the crowds -I just like the smaller out of the way parks.

Blackhawk Springs is gorgeous for walking, and has a really nice paved trail that circles down near the Kishwaukee River. BigThistleBug1There’s also a natural trail that leads down to the actual springs, which have been maintained better in recent years than I remember them being before. The deeper parts of the forest are quiet, and the energies are nice in general. Lots of small creeks flowing between the springs areas and the river.

I was out there doing some photography for a friend’s senior pictures, and found a great thistle. I went to get a nice macro shot of it and discovered it had a denizen among the purple spikes. This is one of my favorite photos in a while.

Bastian is at his second full day of second grade right now. Monday was a half-day, but he said it went well and he has the “nicest 2nd grade teacher in the whole school” but didn’t want to answer all my questions that afternoon. He’s 7 going on 17 these days, and acts like he’s too cool to give me details on his day. We haven’t quite got all the school supplies on his list, but I sent him with all the staples -crayons, markers, paints, pencils, etc… We’ll get the rest of it between now and our next double payday.

I’m working on picking up a second job, nothing steady but a chance to make extra cash here and there when it’s available. The best part is, if I get it, I’ll be learning to operate DJing software and MC events. I absolutely love event-planning. Wish me luck (we could use the $$$).

Visitor or no visitor?

Well something really strange happened today… I’ve been  meaning to put up more pictures of the 4th of July activities, but this kinda trumps them. Charlie and I had gone grocery shopping this afternoon, while Sebastian played at a friend’s house. Unfortunately, Charlie had the butt throw-ups while we were at the store, and I had to hurry home and change his diaper. While he’s laying on the changing table and I’ve got a hot mess in one hand and his ankles in the other, I hear a sound.july090066

See, the nursery is pretty small and the crib is right behind me while I’m at the changing table. The shelves have been on the wall there since we moved in, and it’s always been a great place to keep Charlie’s stuffed animals and books. The stuffed reindeer there has a button on his left foot that turns him on. He sins “Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer” and his nose lights up and flashes red.

This is the sound I hear in the almost silent room as I’m changing Charlie’s diaper. Oddly enough, I wasn’t really scared when I heard it… just sort of hesitant. I guess you could say I was leaning toward curious as well. I felt a little crazy, but I asked out loud “if someone present did that, can you do it again? Can you make the reindeer come back on?” and nothing happened.

I laughed it off, finished changing Charlie and snapped a few pictures. No creepy ghost faces or anything… so I put him down for a nap. Just because I’m a believer, though, I started to lift the reindeer off the shelf and take it with me. Charlie cried out, and just as he did so -it went off again in my hand. I was holding it by the body -not touching the button or the leg at all. He insisted that I put it back on the shelf, and so I did. I haven’t heard it going off since then and he’s been asleep for about an hour.

…I’ve always sort of wondered if my dad’s spirit ever visits the nursery. I suppose I could say that I have felt as if I’m being watched in there occasionally -not in a creepy way, but more in a wistful kind of isolated way. Like he just wants a peek at his namesake and grandchild. Bastian and I certainly wouldn’t mind a visit from dad, as long as he wasn’t menacing or morbid or anything. Then again, I’m willing to chalk that up to wishful thinking. I miss my dad alot.

So anyway, here are a few more shots of the 4th and the fireworks settings on my Canon Digital Elph, PowerShot SD790 IS. I absolutely love this little camera. Despite being the size of a deck of playing cards (or maybe slimmer) it takes the best photos I’ve seen out of any other point-and-click. Besides all that, the flash is powerful enough to light up a pitch black room and make it look like the photo was taken outside at noon. There is also an aquarium setting and underwater, although the waterproof case is a little too rich for my blood.

365 pictures: Day One

Okay, I’ve done pretty well so far with the posting regularly. Let’s see if we can do this 365 days of pictures thing. I’ll post one a day for 365 days. Of course, I’ll be away from the computer from July 22 – 26 because I’m finally getting a camping trip, YAY!

Still, though… I’ll post one for every day I was gone. Here’s a picture of Bastian on our last camping trip, after the mosquitoes mistook his face for a smorgasbord of blood. 126_2650

I made the mistake of just opening up the van and letting him play while I put up the tent. This year, he will be bathed in Geraniol before he sets foot out into the battlefield. Once I used it on myself and the kids I noticed the bugs were a helluva lot less attracted to us, plus it has no deet. It’s a combination of geranium and something else… anyway, I have to get back to cleaning the pantry/linen closet/our bedroom/the kitchen…

MySpace Has Opened My Eyes

I went to a friend’s bachelorette party on Friday night and had a great time. We sang karaoke, saw a band we’ve loved since high school, and generally got along swimmingly.

Of course there were cameras present and I ended up babysitting one for a reveler. I took some great pictures of our night out. Today, I was eagerly checking MySpace for the photos to be posted -and they were!

Bouncing up and down with excitement, I opened the photo album and started browsing. Suddenly I was hit with one of those wake-up call moments. There, right before my eyes, was a picture of me smiling with three other girls. I looked positively WIDE. My guts are getting out of hand, like, seriously.

I guess I have this mental picture of my figure ten years ago and I tend to just assume that I still look that way from certain angles. But the picture doesn’t lie -those ten pounds truly exist.

So I’m putting my foot down. Both feet actually, repeatedly in a rhythmic pattern set to music until my heart rate goes up and my body starts burning off the fat.

Because damn. I’m a fatty-boom-ba-latty.

 

365 Pictures: day one

Well I finally got some cookies baked!

…my secret recipe chocolate chip. They’re the bomb, if I do say so m’self. I also made peanut butter cookies at Sebastian’s request.

The digital camera I ordered is probably not going to come, and at this point I can’t afford to order elsewhere. SO goodbye dreams of a really nice digital SLR. Worst part is, I already have the lens and Compact Flash memory card to go with it. So I guess I’ll hold those until next year’s tax return.

On a slightly lighter note, my old digital has started functioning better, but not as it should. The pictures (see above) come out alright as long as there are no bright lights or white in them. Sunlight turns a funny shade of purple and has horizontal lines in it.

The bathtub is clogged and draining really slow -two bottles of Drano and a bent-out-of-shape wire coat hanger aren’t fixing it either. So showers end on a yucky note, with a tub full of wash water up to my ankles.

 

Winter’s Here to Stay

I just walked the dog around the block, and it is really beautiful outside. Big fluffy puffs of snow are falling and there’s already a thick layer covering the ground. Of course, this just means I’ll be out shoveling the sidewalk and driveway tomorrow morning after my husband leaves for work… but I kind of enjoy shoveling snow. For the first few minutes anyway.

Seeing all the beauty out there just further frustrates me, however, because I’m STILL waiting for my tax return present (to myself) to arrive. I ordered a camera, a fantastic digital SLR that I’ve been wanting forever, and I thought I had found a great deal on it. Then I got an email from the web store I ordered it from saying it was backordered. Indefinately.

Is that legal? Instantly I was concerned that they were trying to pull some bait and switch maneuver where suddenly the price I clicked on isn’t right, or there’s an additional cost to get the camera to me. The email said that it would be overnighted at no charge and my account would not be charged until it came in stock, but that they couldn’t tell me when that would be.

Oh my god, I want to take pictures of so many things! My 8 month old is standing up on furniture now, and my 5 year old is becoming quite a ham. The dog’s cute as a button (when she isn’t crapping on the dining room floor) and the world outside is covered in fluffy white snow. On top of all of that, I’ve really been wanting to take a “before” picture of myself in underwear so that I can hang it on my bedroom wall and scare myself into exercising and eating right.

I want my camera!!!

No Pictures

I have decided that the bulk of my personal fun money from the tax return is going to go towards a digital SLR. I’ve been researching, and it’s probably going to be the Canon Rebel 400D. There are some decently priced packages on Ebay, that include one lens, and I’d like to try for either a decent macro or a competitively priced zoom lens as well.

Photography has always been a hobby of mine. In high school I toyed around with the idea of doing it professionally, but my experiences with high school publications, being head photographer of the newspaper and a staffer on the yearbook, really turned me off to the idea.

Now I realize that it’s just plain stupid to let politics and other people’s drama take away something that I love. My father was photographer, learning how to use a darkroom in the Air Force, and he always took great pride in my pictures. I took great pride in them too, when they were good.

I really want to start focusing on what I’m good at, those things that fill me with a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction when I do them well, and trying to get recognition for them. Eventually, I would love to find a way to earn money doing that. Isn’t that technically the secret of life? Finding a way to do what you love, and by doing so make a living? My god, to be at the reins for a change -living my life for myself and my family- and not feel like some sort of burden on society… That would be heaven.

On that note -I think I’ll start a photographic portfolio. I have negatives from high school, digital photos all over my computers, and actual pictures laying around the house that go back to my first attempts as a child.

Soon.

Resolute

I had considered starting a new project with my blog, but so far procrastination has taken over. See, shaky_girl from LiveJournal started doing it with her blog, followed by evildolleyes and it looks really fun.

What you do is take a picture every day and post it on your blog. For 365 days you basically document your life by taking a picture that represents your day: how it went, what you did, whatever. I have plenty of photo-ops around the house. Perhaps I’ll start it on a specific day, that way I’ll remember better.

Lately I’ve been completely consumed by my Tauren Druid on World of Warcraft. It’s bad. There are a hundred things I should be getting accomplished, but for each one there’s an excuse why it can’t be done at the moment, and the next thing you know I’m leveling in the Barrens.

Sad, isn’t it, that an adult should be so easily toppled by a video game?