Tag Archive: politics


I Am Not Just Fine, Thank You.

Maybe I have an unfair advantage, blogging from home without anyone yelling over me or a crowd of geriatric antagonists getting out of their chairs to wag fingers in my face… but these townhall meetings on health care reform are making Americans look frighteningly ignorant.ObamaCare

I am an American, born and raised in the great state of Illinois. My first job was washing dishes in a family-run restaurant here in town, and I started with I was 15. Since then I’ve moved from one job to the other trying to make a living (and get an education) in a constantly changing economy and with constantly changing needs. I’ve been a single mother on medicaid, a student worker, and am now currently married and trying to manage a household of 4 without making nearly enough money.

I am an American with no health insurance or coverage whatsoever

All these upper-middle-class Americans (some of whom are most likely unaware how close they hover to the poverty line) are standing up and shaking their fists at the idea of government attempting to improve life for people like me, and it really breaks my heart. This is so hard to watch, for me, assuming that these people are literate and have probably got at least a high school education. Conservatives and republicans must work hard to keep all these “ideals” in place to blind them from the flat out truth. Our country can be a great place to live and it was founded on principles that made sense. It was also founded on the principle that if a government is to survive, it must be adaptable to the changing lives and needs of it’s people. That single idea is the reason our government still exists today, and why amendments to the constitution have kept us thriving thus far.

Ever since right-wing extremists went to war against booze and natural remedies (including apothecaries and midwives) we’ve been paying astronomical prices just to stay healthy. Why? Because the conservatives pushed our government to criminalize citizens who sought medicinal remedies outside the commercial sector. Granted, that got rid of all the snake oil salesmen (or most of them), but now we have a new monster to fight and those of us who are struggling to make the utility payments are pretty much screwed.

telnaescover-1939I’m watching the news this morning and even the middle aged citizens are crying out that our founding fathers are rolling over in their graves and shouting about how they want the country that those men created back. REALLY? …so you want slavery back? Oh and forget about voting sister -OR getting an education or a job that doesn’t involve babies or blackboards. While we’re at it, let’s legislate what sexual positions are reflective of positive Christian values and eliminate rights for everyone but white male landowners. Okay, that was a rant -but why can’t people see the past objectively and realize that our country has made and corrected mistakes every single step of the way?

Some guy in a polo shirt stood up and said that HE believes the polls show most Americans are happy with the health insurance they do have, and our government should leave us alone because we’re just fine on our own. Well I guess *I* believe that Unicorns kick ass. I wonder if he’s ever had to pay full price for a medical procedure in his life. Having done so myself, I can say it’s a new kind of stress that I wouldn’t wish on my own worst enemy. Sitting in the hospital 8 months pregnant with a kidney stone and no idea how to pay for the five digit medical bills sucks pretty hard. I’m sure people have had it worse than me, with terminal illnesses or degenerative diseases that don’t fall under the category that’s dire enough for a hospital to have to treat you.

People all over this country are slowly dying and the worst part is that they KNOW they are and nobody’s going to pay for the medicine or the procedure to save them. These people face a “death panel” every day in our current system because they don’t make $100,000 a year like Joe the Plumber. SO thanks Ms. Palin and all your friends, for “making stuff up” that really does exist. Right now.HealthCareSigns For those of us who can’t afford the $110 it costs to go to a walk-in clinic when we’ve got an upper respiratory infection -let alone spend tens of thousands of dollars on clothes and haircuts. Oh, and thanks all you Americans out there who’ve never considered that there may be more people struggling to be healthy in this country than just illegal immigrants and “lazy people” on welfare. Some people work their fingers to the bone all their life, get paid shit for it, and then have to sit in a welfare line waiting for help just to survive. But you wouldn’t know about that, would you?

Tax Returns

Wow, everywhere I go people are spending money. Some folks say it’s the upcoming Valentine’s Day holiday, but I know better.

Everybody’s been so damn tight, with this war and our economy and life and the mortgage crisis -finally some of us are getting what feels like a windfall from Uncle Sam and it’s nice to feel like a part of normal life again. We can actually afford a pizza this week, and some of that stuff we’ve been eyeballing that was out of the question before.

We just have to be really careful and hog some away for a rainy day, or we’ll end up right where we started. Until August, that is. I sure hope they decide to mail us all a check then too. God knows, this will be gone by then and the mortgage looms.

Barack the Vote!

I can’t really take credit for the Title there. See, I live in northern Illinois and Barak happens to be from around here. Several years ago he came to DeKalb (the town I go to school in) and The Metroids actually played before a speech he gave to the general population. They played a song called “Barak the Vote” and then played him Happy Birthday (since that day happened to be his natal anniversary).

He certainly has the support of most of my friends. I know a few people who are voting Ron Paul and one of my friends seemed to be torn between Obama and Kucinich for a minute, but she may be coming back into the fold.

Overall, this upcoming election is going to be so refreshing when it finally comes. Despite the flaws in our political and electoral processes -at least we’ll be removing the source of so much worry and intimidation from our seat of power.

No-Heart Huckabee

So I was watching the news folks re-hashing the day’s “OOPS” comments… well a few days ago. Huckabee’s comment regarding the Constitution being easier to change than the word of the living God made me want to throw something at the TV.

Fortunately for us, I’m able to control such urges. We have a nice TV!

Which word? Which God? Who’s interpretation of said word? Which version? What the HELL is wrong with this guy?

I tried to find a straight story on the controversy surrounding his son allegedly mutilating a dog and this was the best I could do, courtesy of a Wikipedia article on David Huckabee:

In the fourth quarter of 2007 Huckabee’s 1998 dismissal as a counselor for the Boy Scouts was exposed.[13][14] Huckabee, then 17, had some level of involvement in the death of a stray dog.[13]

When an animal rights group sought records from the Arkansas state police they were denied. John Bailey, the then Police chief reported that “(Mike Huckabee’s) chief of staff and personal lawyer both leaned on him to write a letter officially denying the local prosecutor’s request”.[13] Mike Huckabee fired Bailey seven months later. In December 2007, during Huckabee’s campaign for President, Bailey told Newsweek that the governor said at the time, “I’ve lost confidence in your ability to do your job” and, “I couldn’t get you to help me with my son when I had that problem”.[13]

Mike Huckabee vehemently denies the allegations made by Bailey.[13] Mike Huckabee insists his son did not engage in “intentional torture,” and a campaign official said that he “‘regrets’ the incident”.[13]

WTF, people?

It’s a little frightening that someone like this could be so close to becoming our country’s leader. Look at how his leadership worked in the role of parenting. If the incident is nothing, then why not let the truth be known? How can you say you regret something, but purposely block the media from accessing what would otherwise be completely public records?

Finally, and most importantly as far as I’m concerned, the constitution of the United States is a living document -this is true. But our forefathers didn’t write in flexibility so that religious fanatics could alter it to fit their constituency. Religious freedom is one of the founding principles of this country, and for any would-be president to openly discuss altering our legal doctrine to fit “God’s Word” is EFFING NUTBALLS. That book has been translated more times than Britney Spears has been in US weekly.

Even a raving conservative has to admit that this is a bad idea. Please?

Who am I to judge?

So my husband and I have been beset by MySpace drama. Actually, the drama has nothing to do with MySpace, per se, but it was the medium used to deliver a couple of nasty letters.

The situation itself is really not worth writing about at this point; he and I have both blogged it out in our private journals on separate sites. The philosophy of Objectivism, however, shed a bit of light on the subject for me.

It’s been years since I picked up anything by Ayn Rand. Honestly, I tried reading The Fountainhead for a class and ended up going to the cliff’s notes just to get through in-class discussions. The class I was taking was run by the chair of the philosophy department, and we had differing philosophies on a number of topics. Some professors really have convinced themselves that no other interpretation of a text can be accepted but that which they’ve decided to teach.

But recently I looked into a scholarship which would require me to write an essay on Atlas Shrugged, and I realized too late that I lent out my (unfinished) copy.

I think I’ll seek out a used copy and maybe try again at reading the whole thing. I do have The Fountainhead, and a book of short essays, entitled The Virtue Of Selfishness. Basically each essay answers a question, which is used as the title of the piece. One, Rational Life in an Irrational Society? seems to really address -on some levels- the situation at hand.

See, I don’t believe that it’s “gossip” to state the truth about someone, especially when asked a direct question. If you’re passing judgment on someone, then so be it. Judge, and prepare to be judged based on your own alignment. That’s basically what Rand says in the essay. My husband and I, by passing judgment on someone we know and condemning their actions, have offended them.

Frankly, I think that people who do bad things deserve to be talked about. If no one ever objects to evil, and everyone just quietly stands by, then we’re all accomplices to evil. Ayn Rand agrees with me.

I’m going to be doing more reading, I think, on rational selfishness and objectivism. Of course, I’m not willing to become an atheist -but Rand’s writings and philosophies were always very one-sided and uninformed when it came to the subject of belief in a divinity. She seems only to address (and condemn) the judeo-Christian dogma.

In any case, she makes a lot of sense on a lot of other subjects. I, for one, place a helluva lot of importance in both my personal and professional experiences on individual responsibility. Perhaps we should all consider this quote around voting time in our next election:

“An irrational society is a society of moral cowards –of men paralyzed by the loss of moral standards, principles, and goals. But since men have to act, so long as they live, such a society is ready to be taken over by anyone willing to set it’s direction. The initiative can come from only two types of men: either from the man who is willing to assume the responsibility of asserting rational values -or from the thug who is not troubled by questions of responsibility.

No matter how hard the struggle, there is only one choice that a rational man can make in the face of such an alternative.”

-Ayn Rand, April 1962

On the Nature of God

I often call myself a witch and a pantheist. On occasion, I’ve been known to wear a crucifix and quote the bible. People sometimes write me off as a flake or a charlatan because I’m not exclusive and militant about religion. Let’s talk about that.

I believe in one all-powerful, omni-sentient and omni-present God. I believe that this God encompasses all of existence, and that the human mind cannot comprehend it entirely. God does not have a gender or an image except that which we individually assign to it, because it is easier for us to relate to something that looks like us than something which has no form.

I do not believe that the Bible is the word of God. While it does hold very good and wholesome parables, it also contains some very unwholesome and not so good messages. If people sat down and read the Bible from cover to cover, they would realize this. Unfortunately, most people look at the Bible as too challenging or not worth the time to read like a novel. All that pesky Old Testament stuff gets a little tedious, after all. When I was about 13 I got baptized, and decided then and there I’d better read this book for myself.

Every denomination, every religion, every separate cell-group of Bible readers, thumpers, and believers are based on another individual’s interpretation of the Bible. They are hand-fed a few verses at a time, a lesson here and there every Sunday. This does not promote an honest and complete knowledge of the Bible, nor does it uphold the integrity of the book itself. Most history buffs realize that the rigid Evangelical belief that this book is God’s sacred word, protected from tampering by his holy guidance, is baloney.

Men have been in control of this compilation of “holy” texts for far too long. Whatever the book may have been, once upon a time, it is no longer. This doesn’t mean I hate the Bible, or God, or Christians at large. Some of the most beautiful people (inside and out) I’ve known have been Christians. Some have been Pagan, and some have been Buddhists… you get the picture.

Ultimately, I believe that a person’s relationship with Divinity is personal and should be kept that way. It is not my place, or anyone else’s, to tell someone what kind of relationship they should have with God. It is not my place to tell them what name to use, what image to adopt, or how to go about worshipping.

It’s really not an issue how you worship or when or why. What matters is that you have respect for life, human and otherwise, and that you believe in something that’s greater than yourself. True compassion, kindness, and empathy are my proof that God exists. If you disagree, that’s fine too. But don’t labor under the assumption that you’re saving anyone from ignorance by convincing them to agree with you. The same goes for Christians -you weren’t put on this earth to be fishers of men or to save the heathens from a lake of fire.

You were put here to love, or to follow the example set by a man 2,000 years ago who preached love. So get to loving one another, dammit, and stop killing each other over a point of view. No two will ever be the same.

Barak the Vote!

As my family sat at the dinner table tonight, we watched part of Obama’s victory speech. Honestly, I got a little choked up thinking about the changes this country needs and how desperately this “born leader” has been sought for the last 7 years.

Of course I’m skeptical, as with any political leader that could potentially hold as much sway as the President of the United States used to around the world. Recently, during a friendly discussion with our D&D group, someone made the comment that our country’s position as a world superpower is currently ornamental at best.

I’m inclined to believe that if we were truly that far outside the game, we’d have been attacked or blown up by now. We still have our fighting words.

Whatever happens in the future, I hope that families like mine will be able to see the light at the end of that financial tunnel. “Universal Healthcare” would be great, but I’d like to see less home foreclosures going on.

On a slightly disturbing note, my husband just informed me that videos of Britney Spears’ late night trip to the hospital are getting more hits than the Iowa Caucus and Obama’s speech. God help us all.

Life Goes On

As I was watching the talking heads recite their monologues on Benazir Bhutto’s assasination, I got a little teary-eyed. It seems like a cut-and-dry example of the underdog getting run over by a car. An unmarked black SUV of some type, most likely. I do like to run with the metaphors, don’t I?

It makes me really sad that people can just be wiped out like that. In any situation it’s a tragedy for someone to be killed, but this one is especially poignant considering the state of the world and the current threats to socio-economic equality all over the world.

Well, tragedies are catalysts for change, right? Let’s hope it’s a positive one, or at least that the truth comes out soon. Moments after my little “moment” watching the news, my 5 year old son comes running into the room trying to make the baby laugh. He’s got his Scooby Doo briefs on his head and he’s shaking his but back and forth in a typical kindergarten version of dirty dancing.

When I finished laughing, I pulled the offending underwear off his head and handed them back to him. He then tells me, “Now I don’t have any underwear on”.

Kids.

Heart of Glass

So I’ve corresponded with the friends I am currently somewhat estranged from. I wrote this big long response to the big long email I got, and apparently it got lost. I responded the same day I got the letter, and all this time I’ve been wondering why I didn’t get a response. Doncha hate it when you write a really good letter and for some reason you have to try and reproduce it?

Anyway, it’s been a while since I got busy on the sincere tip here in the ol’ journal. ‘Course, even when they read it my friends have a bad habit of not clicking on the “Give 2 cents” link down at the bottom. (you know you don’t have to be a member of LJ to respond, you can do it anonymously and just include your name or screen-name in the text).

God, I can’t believe spring break is so close! I’ll have so much time off! And I only have a 12 page take home mid-term, a 25 source bibliography, and research for that 20 page paper to work on. How EVER will I keep myself busy? Good thing Sebastian has daycare. I think I can still take him in, I’ll just spend my normal class times working on all this crap at some cushy coffee place like Atlanta Bread Co. or Borders. That’ll be awesome now that I have a laptop.

I’m eating yucky disgusting ALDI’s chicken nuggets as I type this, and wishing I was one of those rich people who could snack on cold salmon or black caviar. *sigh*

Yeah… Bush is looking more and more like the antichrist every day. It’s funny, I was present for a conversation that a psychic friend of mine was having right around the time Dubya was elected and she was vehemently proclaiming him the anti-christ. I thought that was ridiculous and she was just saying it because she was a liberal.

Wow… it was only that long ago that I was… one of them

My Father Would KILL Me…

,, and Isaac (who never reads my journal) -This is for you. Any meager inheritance I may have is now RIGHT out the window. Note the party that seems to predominate the top 7 in my list. My father’s always saying that any vote other than a republican one is just being wasted.

I had somehow become attached to the idea of Dean winning (although I hadn’t studied his platform yet). I think I just liked him because of his passion, and he was on the cover of the Rolling Stone. LOL…

Isaac says Kerry’s a schmuck, because he changed positions on the war at the last minute.

1 Kerry Score: 100%

Party Democrat

2 Lieberman Score: 89%

Party Democrat

3 Clark Score: 87%

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4 Kucinich Score: 87%

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5 Edwards Score: 87%

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6 Dean Score: 86%

Party Democrat

7 Sharpton Score: 85%

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8 Bush Score: 35%

Party Republican